Designer Drugs - Into The Light <3
I’ve gotten past the stage of being lonely, I know I’m fine on my own, but that doesn’t change my desire for a girlfriend. Some people think it’s pathetic to want a relationship, I personally think that they’re silly. I’m in love with the idea of being in love, there’s nothing in this world that I want more than someone to respect and care about me. I’m trying so hard to live by that quote above, I know that I have self esteem issues and inner battles with myself, but I want a girl that can help me overcome those things so that I can love myself. It’s common for me to look around at couples and wonder why I can’t be that boy, to wonder why I’m not good enough for anyone or to question what I’m doing wrong. I’m trying not to give up hope, I know that I’m not that good looking cutest boy ever, yet I’m also not the ugliest, but aren’t I good enough for someone out there? I’m really hard on myself because of this, the only girls that do come around are never interested in anything more than a few hook ups. I need more than that. I need respect, love, trust, faithfulness, morals, and more than anything I need, nothing less.
But I do miss the feeling of having someone that can make me smile and feel appreciated. Someone that will make calling and texting me the first and last thing she does everyday. Someone that will be there to hold me when I feel vulnerable. Someone that will look past my defects and love me for who I am. Someone that will give me butterflies in my stomach every time we’re together. Someone that I can call mine.
Hummingbird - NeverShoutNever!
I like you
Girl you don’t got nothing to prove to me
I know that times have been rough
For the both of us
But I’ll pray for a change
You see this world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I’m sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There’s not much else I can do
But fall for you
You know that I’m a wreck
And you know I can’t breathe
At the edge of my seat with each word
As the months turn into years
Just know that I will wait… here,
For you
Cause I prayed for a change
You see this world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I’m sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There’s not much else I can do
But fall for you
For you
For you
For you
This world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I’m sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There’s not much else I can do
But fall for you